I fel like everything is so fucked up right now.
I’ve got to clear up my mind. I know it was stupid sending the birthday message, but I needed to do it. I don’t know why but it was an actual need, not that I wanted, I needed. The answer that I got wasn’t the one that I expect. I expected a few insults and swearing but no, he answered me “Who are you?” I’m not going to lie, It hurt. You don’t know who am I? I mean, dude, I’m your ex, you know me. You know everything about me.
I was doing some thinking and i realized that i’m in the same place that three months ago, actually I’ve never moved on from there. I guess that is because I’m not fooling around with anyone. Actually is kind of sad that I have to fool around whitn someone in order to let go The Ex, Isn’t it?.